19years old now.Sadly,i had accomplished nothing.For this very year,i had made loads of people upset then happy.I've made my parents utterly pissed off with myself,I've made my lecturer dissapointed.Worst,I've made myself dissapointed.I'm still clueless about my future.I don't know what shall i do for the time being and what shall be done after national service.
2009 is just a downfall like every other odd number years.
-Biggest mistake for this year,to had eventually stop working at White Rabbit.
Its not that Wavehouse is not good,White Rabbit was a better career path with better prospect and the hand on skills and knowledge to be a better cook was right there infront of me but being afraid of handling worktasks alone with the language/communication breakdown was tough for me.
I just realized that i have alot of hatred within me that i just kept silent about.This leads me to my second problem of the year.
-Drinking.
Fucking hell,i've been drinking almost every single day.I need help,Maybe an intervention.

just call me Bari!